- as i mature -

ive learned that you cannot make someone love you. all you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.

ive learned that no matter how much i care, some people are just assholes.

ive learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.

ive learned that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. after that, you better have a big willy or huge boobs.

ive learned that you shouldnt compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think.

ive learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think youre finished.

ive learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities.

ive learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades, and there had better be a lot of money to take its place!

ive learned that 99% of the time when something isnt working in your house, one of the kids in the house did it.

ive learned that peopl you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go.

i believe that you appreciated this. if not... tough shit!

<from a forwarded email>

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Stalk until they give in pala huh? ganun ba talaga un?? Parang withdraw ng withdraw para lang ipamigay sa minamahal (eh kasi nga mahal mo) kahit wala nang love supply credit... hala! minsan kasi negative balance na sa relasyon eh... ganyan pag walang infinite supply (hmm pero Christian ka naman, so siguro hindi umaabot sa negative ung love tank nyo.) Sabi nga pla sa 'kin ng isang pharm student, magaling at mabait daw kayo magturo - and I really agree. Every time I attended your Math 75 classes, it always made me feel accepted, encouraged, and inspired to study. Thank you! You've facilitated our learning in a way where you have given us yourself.
Hmm... that it takes suspicion to destroy trust... sometimes it also takes betrayal. Be sure to be careful of your words... unkept promises - such words may hurt and betray a trust it took years to build.
And about people you care most being taken away from you... (though it's not always true...) perhaps it's because there are new people to meet and to share God's love to. :D